Hmm..

Well.. Tomorro is CD 14.. and No ovulation in sight.. argh! No cramps nothing.. Maybe I will O late this cycle? No clue.. Or I could be miserable all day tomorrow hahah Go figure!

I have this severe urge for Captian Crunch.. Don't know why.. I just want it... Also Tried Pepsi Throwback.. OMG so good! Know I shouldn't drink it.. BUT it taste just like when I was a kid! Yum. I really need to stop snacking so late at night.. I know its not good for me! I HATE working swing shift.. if you will.. It sucks. get up late... go to bed late..

Roofers will be here tomorrow to FINALLY finish the skylights YAY! Only took 6 months! I will not give them the check until its inspected.. first.. Asswipes. I really want new curtains for my living room.. I have some.. but I have to hem them in order to use them.. Which.. takes a long time.. seeing as how they need to go from 83in to 54in... Takes forever.. I think I will tackle this tomorrow while I have nothing to do.. And I will use my NEW sewing machine!! My mom got me one for my Birthday! I'm excited.. I have instructions woo!! The old one I had quit working.. and no instructions.. pretty difficult.

Danny was a nice hubby today :) Took my patio set.. Outdoors finally hahah Yeah its sad I know.. and ghetto.. Patio furniture indoors who knew? Put Small table back in kitchen and put new old one up in dining room :) Its like.. 2 yrs old... mom didn't like it.. so she got like a bar table type thing.

Well pretty tired, roofers coming early...So maybe more tomorrow!
~Nicki

Not much new!

Nothing new to report.. just realized I need to see more sunlight hahah! I could be doing dishes.. but there is no energy today! None zip zero zilch.. Waiting for the Pos OPK.. is like the 2ww.. OI! I am super.. bitchy today hahah Danny's not feeling it :P Oh well! I have my days.

Made the date for Stacey's babyshower.. just so happened to be Dannys birthday.. he wasnt' happy.. then never bothered to ask what time.. Ha he felt like an ass afterwards. I said it would be at 2.. don't think I'll be THAT late getting home! Men! Oh well.. gotta go to work sorry this is short! Will try to make a longer update tonight when I get home.. Tomorrows Friday YAY!

~Nicki

I love him.. I really do... But

I just cleaned my oven and stovetop.. under.... burners there yah go.. now there is cheese.. and grease everywhere.. argh. And my poor pans.. He has anialahted my poor frying pans.. he uses metal.. even tho I tell him not to... What can you do? I still love him he is so supportive and everyone who knows how he treats me tells me they are jelous ;) He's my teddy bear!

Also.. I don't want to do anything today.. because its snowing well was.. its supposed to snow on and off all day. Danny is coming home a bit early from work and bringing me lunch :) I can live with that! Then I have to go to work.. ew... and he will have to get ready for his 'real' job hahah I don't consider fast food a real job since he only works there part time...

AND My animals are driving me NUTS today! Doc, dannys cat.. sneaks around and if you lean up while sitting.. you lean back and BAM there he is.. and he just gives you that.. ' what' look. Gotta love the furballs tho :)

Also.. Haha I like that word today.. My little electric grill my mom gave me.. is slowly dying.. its cooking slower :( Granted it sprays grease everywhere.. maybe we should get a George Forman grill :) We us that thing alot!

Ok and one other thing.. you ladies who are following me and vice versa, I'm not one to comment much but I do enjoy reading other peoples journeys :) and everyonce in a while i'll comment!

Dog is whining.. it must be snowing again.. gotta let him in and get ready for work!

~Nicki

Full....

Oi I just barely ate anything for lunch! Had few spoonfulls of potatoes and peas.. and like 5 chips( healthy I know) And i'm FULL! Only thing I had for breakfast was a bananna and my vitamins..Which I found one that acutally gives me energy to do stuff! Woo! Just have to take extra folic acid with it, but its small and doesn't taste bad like the other.. Ew. That is why I hate vitamins.. they taste HORRIBLE if they touch your tounge... Blech.

Not looking forward to the Ovulating pains I will experience in the next few days.. If i'm like the last 2 cycles I will ovulate Monday or Tues.. perfect Timing hahah, We're off those days ;) ... I am having some serious hot flashes this cycle.. Oi.. This sucks!

Ok... need to do some dishes before work.. I still feel like I ate an entire meal.. I don't know whats going on there.Ugh.

~Nicki

Blah...

Had a great day yesterday :) our friend Jeff make us laugh alot.. which is good.. need to do that more often... Not much going on here waiting for Dannys Birth cert from Indiana.. Joy. I pray to god they accept him at Meps... I HATE Waiting for change to happen.. its more stressful than BAM over in a week here you go see you later. Nope gotta wait... BLAH!

Feeling funny right now.. can't quite catch my breath.. or take enough in.. Its quite annoying and i'm sitting up straight... I still have to take my last Clomid pill before I go to bed.. I think I will take my vitamins in the morning cause I was awake last night.. and I hate taking too much meds to make me sleep! Need to get clothes out of dryer and washer.. fold and put away!

Danny tried arguing with me this afternoon.. that he wants to have better for our kids than what his parents gave him... Well I think we've already surpassed that point.. We had more than they did.. Also.. he doesn't want to wait to have 'toys' .. well to me that just sounds like you don't want to put your kids first.. my parents don't regret giving us anything we have now.. and to say that seems like... you don't want to put your kids first.. Kind of hard to explain but thats what I got out of it..he finally came around.

Off to finish laundry.. pretty tired today cleaned and lazed around hahah...

~Nicki

Ugh !

Seems like its been a long month.. but its been really short!

Just waiting on Dannys Birth Cert. then he can go to meps.. Woo! Hope he can go to basic soon after that and also he gets the job he wants... Praying for that!

I so had a Barbie ride on.. FJ Cruiser to be exact.. fall on me cause my elbow buckled.. then I lost my footing and hit my leg pretty hard on the pallet.. so now my neck hurts and a nice briuse on my leg. Awesome.

Called OB the other day to see if they do monitoring on Clomid.. medical assitant who called had no Idea and was pretty sure they didnt... Yeah So looks like I might be moving on to an RE which I only have one to choose from as 2 are about 3 hours away in Denver. Yuck. So we will see what they say when they call back next week.

Can't wait to get Stacey's shower stuff ordered! Need to get the ball rolling on that...

Also found out I have one more month of clomid after this.. So that will be 4 not 3 woo? Hahah Not sure what to think about this! I just want to have a little bundle of joy and start the next Chapter in our life..weather my mom wants me to or not! ( I think she is having problems grasping the fact I want kids now.. I'm almost 24.. I know its still young BUT i'm not everyone else and don't wanna wait till i'm 30.

Really tired and sore off to bed ! ~Nicki

Out this month...

Out this month.. I think.. Had brown blood (old blood) when I wiped this morning.. that usually is the start to Aunt Flo... But haven't had anything since and preg test was big fat negative... SO gonna do this last month of clomid and then start looking for RE's unless OB wants to monitor me.. Probably not. So gotta find one that takes our insurance! And that is close by I hope.


What a way to start my weekend.. gonna do some dishes.. my eye is itching.. this nice weather is EVIL. Making the weeds thing OH spring *bloom* No not cool.. I still have 3 months weed free! Where is the cold and snowy weather? Oh well Off to do Some dishes.. Girls day tomorrow :) Yay then springs again Tuesday for the recuiter to get that ball rolling.

~Nicki