Saturday, February 9, 2013

One of these days...

We will go a year with out any problems what so ever... Like Seriously..

We did our taxes.. not as horrible as I expected.. we will be getting almost 1800 back from feds but we owe the state 1227 dollars.. Thankfully we still have money  in savings..as of lately i'm shocked we still do! The money woes continue.. But looks like we will be going to Disney which I can say.. makes me happy!

We are still living pay check to pay check.. its getting really old.. We were doing awesome until I decided hey lets take out a loan to have a baby. Which granted if we didn't have the 18,000 something in medical.. we'd owe over 3 grand to the feds eeek!! But it just seems like that is killing us.. but hopefully selling the Jetta to Megan and taggin the truck will save us some on insurance. I dunno it can go either way.. suck.. or be really good. We will find out soon.

Danny is under the house right now fixing our bathtub drain.. as it seems to have come loose.. The past few days we thought it was just a simple clog.. OH NO.. Can't be SIMPLE. The tub was backing up and draining super slow and then the toilet wouldn't flush and drain real slow then gurgle. In fact all the drains in our master bath gurgled. So.. Danny said the drain was half on half off... Guess we should really have someone come do something with our tub so it quits sinking. Pray this fixed the problem.

I swear.. we have endured so much in the 7 years we've been together.. I don't think there is anything we can't handle... countless heartbreaks, numerous household problems, car problems, family problems.. you name it we've probably been there.


As far as the whole weight loss goes.. i'm at a standstill not doing any better and not doing any worse.. I bought some Hydroxycut gummies.. because I had a 5.00 coupon... they are HORRIBLE! I think i'm going to take them back.. they taste so nasty. Ugh..

All of my labs came back except my AMH. Everything is normal.. go figure.. So I do not have PCOS.  Kinda made me mad.. My mom asked why I didn't go to my regular Dr and have them done.. I'm like um I want to know why I can't have babies! She asked why they did my thyroid.. I was like cause it can cause infertility issues.. Ugh.. So.. Here I am.. still no answers.. Guess I can only pray that the meds are helping where they need to.

I had more to write.. but of course i've forgotten it all LOL.. So.. More later.. maybe :)

~Nicki

1 comment:

Aleta said...

At the age of 43 I understand your frustration about infertility and wanting to understand more about your body and the whys of things. We were told by a specialist years ago that we couldn't have children, simply told my eggs weren't viable. End of story. My husband told me that we could be happy just the two of us and our cat and dog and we lived our lives... Then I was laid off after working all of my life since the age of 16, never having been on unemployment until then.... and then.. we find out... completely by surprise.. we are expecting our first child (me at the age of 43 and my husband at the age of 51). Life is never as we expect. It keeps us on our toes. Monday is the c section due to my high blood pressure problems. I'm terrified and humbled.. but mostly terrified of being a mom.
And as you have posted, life is never simple.... here, in a few days we are trying to ready ourselves for an early delivery... and the hot water breaks today.. and we have to replace the heater and ac unit. It's never simple. but it's life :)