Ok.. Now that I have some time!

Oi vey.. everytime I try and sit down and post on this.. my mind goes blank, or it gets erased.. or I get mad at something hahah. OK

So anyways.. not been having a few good months.. with anything.. Or year to beat that... With all the Car and house problems.. ontop of money problems caused by the said car issues and house issues... I've got close to 800 into my car just this year.. eek. Plus we had to tag New car and My car.. a month apart...that together was almost 600... Then fixing heater in house... 260. Eeek... That made us too short... so we had to rob peter to pay paul ( check loan) Not something I like to do.. But next month I can skip my car payment.. Thank you lord.


Oh and not to mention.. Noticed new car shaking as it got above 65...Wtf? Yeah go get tires balanced.. Rim is bent.. HOW IN THE HELL!? No clue how it happened.. Thats 210 dollars.. Ugh... its going to have to wait.. As it is we aren't having Christmas...No money, plus its on a Saturday... I work.. so does Danny. Maybe we will do it the Monday after? I would love to spend it with my parents with Danny.. I hate retail. They are not family oriented AT ALL!

On the Baby front.. Not sure when this is going to happen at all.. I have to start paying my mom back for paying to fix my car after the Holidays... I am GOING to see an RE if it kills me.. I will go hand pick up my records from Dr. R. That way I know I will have everything that he did.. Gotta finish paying the bill first. This month we having just been forgetting about OPKs.. i've just been temping its been all messed up.. No Idea when I O'd i'm on CD 29. BUT its been nice.. have been having a ton more sex as a result as there is hardly any stress..

This past Saturday, I went out with Danny and my best friend Kayla.. I missed her SO much and we hardly ever get to see each other! Totally blows.. we'll we went out had a BLAST just letting go.. drinking and dancing :)!! I hope we get to do it again soon. Of course this was AFTER we got ALL the way up there and I realized I didn't have my drivers liscense.. Oh it sucked I was so pissed. But we Booked it Danny did his best Dale Earndheart.( scared the shit outta me) We made it back home in 30 min.. on and hour drive. Then a little longer on the way back.. We made it back by like 10. And THEN proceeded to have a blast :)

Thats whats been going on with me.. Besides working and hating every min of it.. Seriously.. Its sucking. I wish I was in Wisconsin right now with my Family and Danny was out hunting.. Getting ready for Black Friday and all that good stuff.. And a FAMILY Turkey dinner.. Whats that? Haven't had that since 2005. Ugh.. Off to finish my shows.

~Nicki

Fucking Seriously!?!?!

Yeah.. Im done had a long post typed.. and its gone.. I'll try later her.. I'm dying here.

Blah!

I'm sick with a cold.. First one in a long time.. Last time I was sick was a year ago.. I had Brochitis/sinusitis... Almost pneumonia... Joy huh? That was my 2nd time with that.. This time I'm watching.. if my cough becomes mucousy.. and not productive.. i'm going to the Dr.. I do NOT want what I had last year it was terrible!! Right now i'm just stuffy.. my ears are all crackly with fluid and a can feel some mucous in my chest but not a lot.. Ugh..

Anyways.. On to what I really want to post about. I joined a fourm a little over a year ago.. Took me a bit to get up the courage to post. When I did.. it was a GREAT bunch of ladies and they we're so supportive. Sure I may no do personals ALL the time.. I do congratulate when something good happens etc. root them one with their treatments.. Then when I do my own personals.. Weather i'm feeling lousy or doing great.. I get nothing in return it seems... Which Isn't right... I don't know how to put it with out sounding like a horrible person.. So maybe i'll just hush.. Go about my ways, just read posts and continue my natural cycles( thats probably the reason I get no support...) Well you try for 3 years or more.. of REALLY trying.. and then tell me how you feel.. and how much support you would like to have and need... I really feel for the ladies who have been trying for a long time... Cause.. I'm getting up there with them.

On that front.. this month my temps are all over the place! OPKs.. I did a few then said screw it i'm not going to waste them.. what happens happens.. Temps are probably messed up cause i'm sick.. I haven't had any symptoms of O. and its CD 15.. no EWCM.. but oh well i'm not that upset.

I'm watching Bad Girls.. its funny hahah. I have nothing to do today.. plus i have no motivation due to sickness! Blargh.

It supposed to snow! We will see if Mr. Weather man is right.. the wind is picking up and temp is dropping a bit.. but not a lot of clouds! We will see :) Shows are on tonight! Plus a Jason thing on CMT.com!

~Nicki

Fan Crazy.

Yep I'm a giddy little girl right now having all sorts of day dreams of meeting Jason Aldean and going to a live show.. We were lucky enough too see him.. it seems like almost 2 years ago at the State fair.. Oh I was a a giddy little girl hahah! We stood in the rain and watched him..and got fairly close! And My 12x zoom digi camera helped too ;)






I WANT To Go again.. I don't care if I have to drive to Kansas, Texas, Nebraska or Oklahoma.. I'm going.. when his Tour dates for My Kinda party come out.. I will take my vacation around it Damnit.. And I want front row seats.. Meet and Greet would be even better... I would die and go to heaven... (you can thank my husband he let me listen to his music) Granted when more of his songs would have come out he would be on top of mylist!

Yeah so you remember Garth Brooks back in the early 90's, when the ladies would faint at his concerts? Yeah, Jason is my Garth Brooks.. I did have a slight obession with Tim McGraw.. who doesn't? That man looks hot in tight wranglers.. Phew. I saw him twice in less than a month my senior year of HS.. Awesome. Thanks Dad for being military ;)

Yep.. Jason is my new Tim.. I feel like a giddy school girl. But I can't help myself! Thank god he's married or i'd be a stalker!

I did tell Danny.. if he ever gets me tickets to his next show here... and a meet and greet.. and or front row.. I will buy him tickets to a Buccaneers game.. ( around the 50 yard line) I about shit myself when he said 1200 for 50 yd line front row tickets.. Wow.

Also.. I don't care if i'm 9 months preggo.. and waddling.. I'm going even if it throws me into labor! If I have a kid by the next time he comes.. I'm dropping them off at some relatives house.. No ifs and or butts!!

Ok.. School girl giddyness done :D !! And a Picture from that concert of that hot man. :D...




Oh he's not just hot.. He's and awesome performer too :) And his new CD is AWESOME.

Where did the time go...?

I cannot believe it's November... Its crazy how fast this year has gone by!

Not much has been happing with us.. Just working like crazy. My First cycle after surgery was a big fast bust. I did start temping... I'm hoping that my body is correcting itself.. the cycle felt different. especially around O time, I had some pains and my stomach got tender for few days. My temps did what they should do.. I have a good Luteal Phase and what not.. So We will see where this cycle takes us!

Danny has had the past 2 Tuesdays off.. that has been nice. I have a huge headache ugh! Bless this man's heart... Jason Aldean's new CD came out today.. Its awesome.. He has let me purchase 2 of them.. Why may you ask? Well.. Kmart offered a free calander poster.. Must have.. Then jasonaldean.com offered... A SIGNED copy.. A DEFF must have! I'm such a sucker... He must love me to let me spend 30 dollars for 2 CDs! I wanted to put the poster above the bed.. but that got shot down.. Damn!

Anyways.. today has been.. attempting to redo my iTunes.. Don't think i've told this story.. Well probably about a year ago.. my Dear Husband.. apparently needed to look at some porn while I was not home.. and KILLED my PC... I can turn it on..and then it just freezes on the Main screen.. you can move the mouse.. but no clicking allowed.. So my orginal iTunes Library for my Mini, Nano and Danny's shuffle.. TOODLES! ( not to mention all my pictures) And Apparently you cannot have 2 Libraries.. SO I had to ERASE my Nano.. SWEET ( not) I have a total of 52 songs left.. of ones that could be transfered from purchasing.. I used to have 2 days worth of music on that puppy... Yeah.. Not a happy camper!

SO for Danny's punishment.. before I did that..I wrote down all the CDs I had on there... inculding single songs from forever and a day ago...He has to find them.. ( we have and assload of CD's) Then He wanted me to purchase a song for him what was left of it iTunes money.. HA I don't think so. You made me kill my nano.. That money is MINE. So.. I am now about to redownload songs onto my ipod... This could take a while.. Wish me luck.. I'm starving and have a headache.. I'm grouchy.. I should make him do it. But I'm scared he will kill it.

Off to download.. god knows how many CDs to this thing!! ( thank god for External Hard drives )

~Nicki