Quick Update!

Busy week ahead!

Had my CD 12 ultrasound on Monday..! I had a 17 mm and 12.5 mm follie!!! and TON under 10.. 6 on my right and 11 on my left... No mature on the left tho.. But thats ok! My Lining is an 8.3 :) so i'm happy with that!!! I hope that extra day he gave made those follies grow a little more!! Or maybe to have a few catch up ;)! I Trigger tonight.. or I should say Danny's giving me the trigger.. ACK! I'm nervous as hell... We go in @ 8 for danny to give his sample then 9:30 is the IUI! I'm praying that this works.. It would be such an AWESOME anniversary gift to both of us! Pray Pray! I have more but going to a Miche bag party super excited :D! More later!

CD1

Wahoo. AF finally arrived! In the middle of the night..I can honestly say.. that has never happened to me. What a mess... Yuck. Called the Dr.. Not doing a CD 3 u/s cause I just had one end of May. So CD 12 u/s schedualed for Monday the 27th :).. But my Dr. will be on vacation. Not cool cause I need to have paperwork filled out.. BOO! I hope she's back for my IUI tho :(

Its hot.. my swamp is SUCKING. I think danny killed it between replacing belt.. breaking bolt.. Ugh.. Its hot. I feel like i'm in Florida.. Minus the humdity.. its 8 PM and its 86 degrees... Wtf?

I'm going to bed cause It has AC in there...

~Nicki

Hoping and Praying...

That I do NOT start my period... because I cannot get my Femera.. Or ahold of the Dr.. Left a message yesterday because the prescription is requiring a preauthorization. Joy. Knew I should have filled it when I first got it.. son of a bitch.. If anything I will call Monday and see if that doesn't go thru if she will write me a back up script for Clomid..*ew* I have been feeling kinda crampy today.. which is weird.. my Boobs have been KILLING me everytime I take off my bra afterwork.. Ugh..


I'm in a horribly stressed out mood...

~Nicki

Wham-O

That what this week has felt like.. I found out that 2 friends are preggo.. one with her first.. the 2nd with her 3rd. I swear.. when will it be my turn? What did I deserve to not be able to have kids so easy? Why me!? Argh.. I'm so frustrated and I feel hopeless...

I don't know what to do! I'm still waiting for AF to show up.. So it looks like I'll have a late June early July IUI.. Which could possibly put my 2ww around our 4 year anniversary. Just hope and pray.


Me and Danny have talked.. we're totally OK with Twins.. Now I keep having vivid images of us getting a new car for me... and a new house. Because our house is big enough for 2 babies.. Toddlers.. another story hahah. And my car is a little too small. But I just have this gut feeling that we will have a girl.. and then another gut feeling thinking we will have twins.. Of course.. lord only knows when.

I'm going to take and hour nap before the CMA's Been working 5am to 2pm.. Its killer. But will hopefully work for our appts.

~Nicki

Waiting...

Just waiting for AF to arrive.. I still have about a week and half.. tourture I say. My Ovidril.. is tourting me starting at me in fridge. I need to still get my Femera tho... On a good note.. I have a new schedual... I am now working 5am to 2 pm.. let me tell you it sucks getting up.. but the day goes SO fast! All i'm doing is watering at work.. since no one else does it. So My back and feet are KILLING me right now... I did my first one today. But now i'm WIPED. I'm praying that this works for me.. so I don't have to leave or call off a ton for appts if need be!!! Except for the IUI itself. I'm still applying for intermitten leave.. just gotta.. go to the dr first.. COME ONE AF... ( I know its gonna be late because I want it to show up)

Something I didn't want to hear I heard.. One of Dannys best friends wife.. Is preggo.. Married Not even a year. Yeah.. *stab*

Anways.... We're going camping tomorrow? Yeah.. me camping hahah haven't been since I was like 8!!! I just wish we had an air matress... We're going to a lake.. I have no idea how to spell it. But yes.. Realxing, fishing.. listening to nothing but wilderness.... and watching the stars.. Oh and must not forget.. ROASTED MARSHMELLOWS!!! WOOT.

I am retaining water like crazy... Ugh This reminds me why I miss humidity and not dry heat.. Ugh. I think i'm going to take a few hours nap hahah and then pack when Danny gets home.

~Nicki