Alot.

Those are all my meds that I am going to need for IVF... Yikes!! To include 2 vials of 900 iu of Follistim, 2 350 iu of Follistim, Lupron, HCG Trigger, Endometrin, Vivelle Patch ( totally don't know what this is for), pain meds and  Ginormous Prenatal pills, plus tons of needles and such LOL. Just a a waiting game right now. Have our first appt on the 8th! It's coming up fast!

Weight watchers is going good this time around :) had a few bad days but who doesn't! I can't complain i've only lost about 3lbs but hey you gotta start somewhere! Plus got a new scale LOL our old one weighed at least 3 lbs more than the Drs office. Now we're even!

Rocky got weighed today at almost 7 months he weighs 56.4 lbs! He' so skinny I don't know where it's all at! Probably in his noggin hahah. He's gotten so big and is such a joy to have around :)!

Well Off to get things ready for work and get some sleep!!

Whew!

Well AF Finally showed up Yesterday, with some horrible awful cramps!!  BUT I didn't have to get anything to get her to show up so that makes me happy!!!

All of my meds will be here today.. Yikes.. its starting to feel real!! I will start birth control tonight. Getting nervous and excited!

Well in other news.. these past few months have gone by in a blur!! The garden is long gone, my  puppy is huge and my house is staying clean.. we have money in the bank and life is just good!

Still don't have a new car for me.. Its all up in the air lol but after the first of the year we will start looking hard.. specially if there is a bun in the oven! We are thinking of selling my car to my sister in law.. She's all for it lol. So we will see. it just seems like a pain in the ass to trade my car in.. even when its pd off! I'd rather just have money down. They keep low balling me on my car.. Ugh. I really.. really want the Ford Edge still.. But also now I like the Toyota Highlander... BUT with all these recalls over the years.. not so sure!!

So thats about all thats exciting going on around here lol! Its kinda nice not to have drama in the life right now :) You get to enjoy more! I def don't feel stressed at all anymore lol except work.. but hey such is life!

~Nicki

Always Waiting...

Yep..just waiting for AF to arrive.. Think I will have to call and get provera even tho I know she will show up soon. They need me to be on a certain time line cause of the holidays... So if she ain't here today sometime or tomorrow gotta call my nurse. I've had all the symptoms and nothing.. even took a preg test that was negative of course. Ugh.. Evil thing.. Late when you want it.. early when you don't.

PS: She might show up today cause i'm wearing khaki pants and white underwear LMAO.

~Nicki

O.M.G

Like.. really did that just happen. We got a loan.. for IVF. A personal loan.. but a loan. Thank you lord.. So we currently have 16,000. Sitting in our saving account.. I'm waiting for the call to see how much my meds total are going to cost.. then I will call my nurse Jodi again and get going aging.. Please AF Don't be late!!

If my cycles stay the way they are going we will find out right BEFORE Christmas or Shortly after if it worked.. If we get that far.  I'm praying hard.  And Weight Watchers online is in my near future. Fo' real lol!

Me and Danny are pretty estatic right now. I officially have no more stress.. well unless you wanna count the waiting to see if this is gonna work ;)

~Nicki

Keeping Busy!

That's what we are doing around here! Rocky finished up his classes :) and he did great! Gotta figure out where to start the duck thing LOL. Its all new to us!

Keeping the house clean.. well cleaner than it ever has been LOL. Just need to put the finishing touches on the bathroom.. But we need to be home to do that. Which it seems we haven't been...  Its kinda driving me nuts. Like i'll be by myself today but have plenty to keep me busy and then tomorrow we have an appt at the bank in springs to see about getting and actual loan for IVF. Again.. not some over the phone company.. so it will be a one try for us.. Maybe a FET. Kinda sucks but.. such is life.. and I don't know if I want to tell any one about it this time around.. Haven't told Danny that tho.

Finding a new car for me is becoming a pain.. I've even test drove stuff other than the Ford Edge. I really want it.. So i'm going to get one.. eventually I've even knocked stuff out of it I want just to get the payments where we want them. We walked away from a really good deal on a Toyota Venza all because we didn't know what kinda payments the IVF loan would give us. So we will see where tomorrow puts us.. We just don't want to be back to where we were as far as money.. we are able to enjoy things now.. or buy stuff just because we can.. If we wanted to. We did splurge on one thing... a 47" TV :) our old one is only a 32 which is now in the bedroom.. I think we did pretty good.. Our 32 was 500 something.. the new TV was 548.. I think we're doing good! LOL, Early Christmas for us :)!

Well off to do stuff for the day! Some cleaning, laundry, dishes, catch up on shows and some scrap booking!

~Nicki