Here's the Scoop.

So.. We've been trying to stay busy and frankly it doesn't look like were getting anywhere. Probably because we do not see eachother.. Danny will be off by 3 pm today and tomorrow... Depending on the weather will decide if we finish painting the living room or do more of the patio. Supposed to rain. Which we have been getting alot of lately!! But its making the weeds grow in my garden like CRAZY. We just weeded last weekend.. and had to do it again yesterday... I'll finish it today.


I finally wrote a list for Danny of all the stuff that needs to be done LOL lets see if he does any of it ;).  He finally called a few banks the other day. The only real answer we got is we don't know how much we can get until our house is appraised.. which to get the amount we want.. it has to appraise at 150. HA. Soo.. I could be totally right in the fact we may be royally screwed. But I guess we would be happy with whatever we get. I don't think any one would give us a personal loan for 35 grand? Didn't think so LOL.

Ugh I feel like i'm all over the place.. in my head I am all worked out lol! Don't you ever wish you were as productive as your brain is when you think of what you wanna do the next day or the things your wanna say?? Yeah That always happens to me.. it never occurs the way I think it should lol!

I feel like I have so much more to say.. but lots of stuff to do around the house.. more weeding, laundry and getting things back together..

Sorry for being so boring lately ;) Hopefully wanna get some pictures up of what we've done soon!

~Nicki

So Lost.

I hate not knowing where everything is going.. how its going to turn out.. where to go next. Just lost and confused.. I want to move on SO bad.. but we have to get things done in order to move on.

~We need a garage. Period. Dot. End of story.

~Painting. ( yeah i'm the person who paints after new carpet is installed haha)

~Finish the Kitchen ( this is the only major thing left)

~Railing on the porch and finish back patio

~ Now apparently we need to get base boards.. because of the new carpet...Which by the way has a hole in it!! How awesome is THAT!?

~Get everything organized and put back.. which cannot happen until the carpet in living room with hole is replaced. Hopefully in the next couple weeks.

~A ton of little crap..

~Vacation.. is it September yet?

~After vacation.. see about getting equity out of our house for SOMETHING. Either more IUIs, IVF or Embryo Adoption.

~I want another lap done.. like today. It is eating at me to know if this is truly my problem.

I have so much more I want to say  but its a giant jumble in my head and I never have enough time to write it! We've been busy and when we are ... I'm not on the computer. I need to post some pictures of whats been going on.. I feel like I love my house again with everything that has been going on and getting done.

Now I just need a vacation. Pronto.

~Nicki